Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Heartache...
As usual, today is working midnight, woke up around 7pm & realise sky is gonna dark soon. Had a shower & dinner then set off to work le. Not a very stress night especially we have extra manning as trainee. While briefing, was told that we had a guest that passed away last night, though wasn't really dead in the hotel, he had difficulty in breathing & was revived by AED, sent to hospital & was pronounced dead. Just really sad as i still think that life is so unpredictable. Somehow its so contracdicting, if life is predictable, will you still have motivation? will you strive for what you believe? Answer will most likely be nahhhhh..I was working at the desk when a VIP approach for check in, everything was fine except when i felt cramp near my chest area as i walk the guest to the room. Not sure what happened, though its not the first time this happened but to be frank, this time is really pain. It hurt so much that at one point i almost grab my chest, close my eyes & started praying(i'm a free thinking-_-). Thoughts of what i have yet to complete appear in my mind, my baby, my parent, my life etc.
Luckily, michelle help to mend the desk while i rest at the back office, she made some camomile tea for me to relieve the pain. Really had to thank her. Though now i'm feeling much better, but i still cannot breath in deep as i can feel the pain near my heart. Pls pls pls, let me be fine. I still want to play basketball & compete in next year competition. =(
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