Sunday, September 28, 2008
Heart shattered
Sunday night, time check:12 midnight. If really wanna use a few words to describe how i'm feeling now, sad, disappointed, numb. I really didn't think that i would be left alone again by the person who came into my heart without permission. I've made alot of call but none got through, words in my heart can only be kept to myself, its just like a well being fill to its brim liao. A question that has to asked only on wed, 01/10/08. One friend ask me do i really have to force her for that answer, can't i just give her more time, do i know how she is feeling right now? do i really want to push to the limit where both has to give up everything? I had been thinking of all this questions too, i know i can give her more time, as much as she needs, i can just be behind her no matter what happens, i really din ask for anything, i can even be just a passer-by in her life. But did anyone think of my feelings? Even if my heart is pain or hurt i rather keep quiet then to affect anyone else. I basically don't tell all this to my friends because all they can do is just to console me, i won't bother my family with all these r/s problems. I hate to cry, i only cried for 2 girls in my life, my tears always go back right into my heart, i learn to heal myself through time, because of this, my heart always feel so numb when i'm sad or hurt. Laugh all you one if you think its funny, but i'm really afraid to be hurt again. Once bitten twice shy.
9:01 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Inter con !!
Today is a fine sat, woke up around 2+, leong came over & we chiong monster hunter G together, long time din play liao, ahaa.. Its my inter-con & NBL match today, both match clashes, 1 is at Woodland Sports Hall 7.30pm, the other one is at SBC 7pm. -_-!! So i can only choose to play one, since inter-con not enough players, i decided to join in the leisure group & go for intercon match. Lolx. My dad drove me, leong & tz to Woodland Sports Hall, reach about 7o clock. Saw other teams play for awhile b4 we move up to wear our shoes. Seriously taking our own sweet time la, people are warming up while we're still wearing our shoes. Ahaa. Din lose really much today, as in not as much as i thought it will be, vesus cranberra csc and lose 19 points, their players all very big size wor, like eat steriod like that, scary. But doesn't matter la, cause i'm still gonna play against them, accidentally elbow one of their player mouth, funny thing is that now my hand is hurting like hell, think gonna swollen soon -_-!! Finish the match about 8pm, got the news from ah shui that our NBL team got disqualified, because they fight, WTF ! I'm so sad when i heard about that news, lucky they said maybe not disqualified yet, haix. The most important match against tampines west tmr is postpone due to the fight, win = advancement to 2nd round. Lose = bye bye. All of us went to amk hub to meet ss and eat, something happened. As usual la, insensitive arguement, sometimes i really wonder why people like to argue over small issues, EQ getting lower & lower for teenagers nowadays. Tsk tsk.
2:47 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Match against prestige associate
Alright friends, must be wondering hows my match against prestige associate right? WE WON !! Score is 78-64. Personally i don't think we did well, we can actually win them more, 1st quarter the score is 25-4, we leading. But don't know what medicine they eat on the 3rd & 4th quarter, anyhow shoot anyhow chop. They score super alot of 3 points la. -_-!! As usual, my leg is still hurting, and a fellow actually come & trip me on purpose, luckily i fall on my backside, my backside until now still very pain la, kaox. He got a technical though. 4 matches, won 2 liao. Win one more and we are advancing to 2nd round liao. Coming match will be on sat & sun, 7pm at SBC, 2 tough opponents, sianx.. Hope we win one of them.
10:21 AM
Prestige associate
I'm taking the jumper
Shooting free throws Alright, woke up and its already 4o clock liao. -_-!! Gonna prepare for my coming match later against prestige associate. Wish us good luck. Though my whole body still aching & my leg still hurts, guess i'm just gonna endure it and play on later. Don't ask if i injured next time my gf how? Lolx. If she is really my gf she will understand why i'm gonna play later. =) Well, now i shall post my pics during my first match. Enjoy !!
1:22 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
The days
Today woke up around 3+, whole body aching due to the match ytd. Gosh. Meet wt they all 4o clock at amk mrt station. I purposely set off late because i know they will be late, i left my house at 4.10pm. When i reach there about 4.20pm or so. Yet i'm the first person to reach, arghhhh.. Haha. Together with wt, monkey, connie, and boon hong, we went to marina square to watch movie, met up with yf, ss, py, ws, sam. We watch the movie "The days" typical ah beng show from local, i rate it 6/10 ba. Me and connie wear the same colour for shirt n bot today, then they keep saying we wearing couple attire. Took a pic of me and her acting as couple, lolx. So funny. After movie we went back to amk for pool session, because i wanna revenge for my lost to py ytd !! Grr.Seriously very very long never play pool le, skill drop till the base of the well liao.Lolx.. The crafty py went home before i can challenge her. Sadded. HAha. Played with boon hong, monkey & yf for quite a few matches, ahaa. She keep on using sa jiao to distract me so that i will miss, but luckily i'm immune to that, so too bad yf, you just have to train harder to beat me ! =X Very tired liao, waiting for hair to dry, stop here liao. Gd night ! Ciaossu.
12:13 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
1st match
Today is my first match for NBL mens open. Vs Tampines east csc, we won. 78-45. Even after thrashing them 43 points, im not happy at all, because i play very badly. No stamina even for my 1st quarter, gosh. Leg injured, makes me cant concentrate on offence, afraid i might just injured it again. Haix. Really no mood le la. Went to celebrate jun kai's birthday at push bar with mika, py, jy, lp, melvin, wf, leong, john & the bday boy jun kai. =) As usual i din drink, just sit down there sang a few songs, pool lose to py -_-!! So paiseh. Maybe that shows something, for anything, once you stop playing and your skill will drop all the way le. Send everyone home, something happened and my mood just suddenly feel very bad, no ones is at fault, just maybe i pms. Sorry for the bad ride, especially for jun kai, hope you enjoy yourself. Tired, gonna go sleep le. Gd night.
1:46 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Swiss club working
Wow, today woke up around 1 plus, meet kj then we went to 500+ blk to see my injured leg. Went to that uncle house, he tui my leg less then 5 sec then he wrap it up with bandage le. -_-!! And i pay him 10 bucks in red hongbao. Feel like wasted 10 bucks. Hope it helps a little this sunday. After we finish, we went to meet wt, jh, zw & ss for work. Took 74 and change a shuttle bus. Overall i should say its a pretty nice job, like taking free cash, ahaa.. Today finally saw pam liao, after all those rumors & talks i heard from wt they all, reminds me of xiao li sia. Lolx. The job only had a bad thing, you have to play hide & seek with all the supervisor if not they will send you home. Gosh, that is really tired la, holding an empty glass walking around like nuts. Lolx. For the sake of the 5 dollar cab fare.-_-!! Nvm, i shall take it as training my assasin skills. =X
12:48 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Wednesday rush
Hmm, just came back from work, so tired. Today quite busy, keep rushing here rushing there, then my leg so pain. Grrr.. Hate to work at counter, maybe because i hate to see the que so long. Was wondering those people never eat sushi b4 ah. tsk.. 1st day go back to work after my long vacation, feel so glad when people there are so concern with my leg. Now still cant JUMP ! die.. tmr i'm going to see the sinseh again, kiasu abit no choice. Oh ya, tmr working with wt & kj they all at swiss club, hope it will be fun & hope can know more new frens. example like seppam. Hor kj? Lolx.
9:39 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
After a long vacation
Hello friends, had been updating my blog so often recently because i'm rotting at home ! Ahaa. As usual woke up 5+, owl life -_-!! My leg can walk normally liao, finally. Tmr will be working le, work all the way till sat. Don't even have time to train bball. Lolx. If i can play i hope friends will be going to support, owl fang, bugsy toh. Already call out name le so must try to be there k. =X Anyway i had change my song to the theme song of long vacation, very nice song. Just like my mood now, really long vacation lor. -_-!!
2:56 AM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Eerie
Okay, today same thing, woke up very late. Becoming like an owl soon, can join wt n yf liao. Lolx. Rest my leg the whole day liao, getting better but still abit pain. Okay, just now something eerie happened. I was bathing then someone bang against my door for about 2-3 times, i thought is my house that baby so i shouted hey ! Then the banging stops, when i finished bathing and went out to see, only my mum was at the leaving room using the phone. I ask if she calling me just now she replied no. Then i asked where baby, she said inside the room sleeping. zZz If its my mum i guess she will call me and not bang on my door. So now the question is. WHO IS IT ! -_-!! Well, i better change topic. Today is so boring, nothing to do. Hope later can go out breath in some fresh air. Ahaa.
9:07 AM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Forgeting sarah marshall
Today woke up around 3+, although still very tired but have to force myself up to go see chinese sinseh due of my injured leg. Because of my dumb leg, frens of sushi tei must be suffering. Gosh, i'm sorry ! Morning went to the chinese sinseh near swimming pool there, ask shui & connie to accompany me, wa sei, the sinseh press until very pain la, i bite almost all of my finger just to endure the pain. Stupid ah shui still can ask the sinseh press harder, want my life ah ! E-diot. Sinseh told me my ligament at my ankle area torn, i almost fainted la, luckily he added "it will take 3-4 days to heal". I really hope so. Haix.. The movie "Forgetting sarah marshall" was really a nice & hilarious movie, though got alot of nudity scenes due to its M18 catagory. But the plot was okay, scenery at hawaii was nice, overall i give 8/10. A must watch movie if you're a comedy romance lover. =)
1:36 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
SUAY AH !!
Okay, the competition is just one week away, and guess what? I sprained my ankle just now when playing bball. Now can't even walk normally. Am i suay enough? Why am i so stubborn? Why can't i just rest when i know i'm gonna cramp. If i rest then i won't injured myself. ARGHHH ! Now the only thing that i hope is my leg recover faster, please ! God, just give me a chance to prove to myself i can do it. Sorry for all those that i ask to come support me, now i don't even know if i can play anot, dont say perform liao. Haix.. zZzzZz
12:08 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Arghh !!
Today had our training at 438 again, i don't understand why i just don't have the confidence. Ball going into the basketball from my hand is like only 10-20 percent. Trying my best to do what i can do. I'm just not satisfied. WHY !! Today 8am then i go to bed, just because i went to jia yan house to discuss our bball plays & tactics. Told ah siao today and start using it, why people just don't appreciate it? If you don't like to run plays then F it, but at least do your part la, i'm already damn stress liao, my own form haven't get back where got mood to tell you what to do. Don't you have any urge to win? Or you are happy when we got thrash by other teams? Say already don't do, do also do wrong, wrong already don't change. @#$%^&
11:04 AM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Tuesday training
Today is a very normal tuesday, woke up around 3+, saw my sis using the com so i waited for her to finish using while i slack on my bed. But then i fall asleep again -_-!! Lolx. woke up that time is 7 liao, boon kiat called and then i went over to 438 for training, as usual la, 5v5 full court game nia. Sianx.. Match coming liao yet my form is still not there. Jia lat. Coming up i got 2 tournament, one is NBL(national basketball league), another one is intercon. i shall now put the match fixture down so friends who are free can come support us.Date Fixtures Time Venue
21-Sep-08 Teck Ghee CSC vs Tampines East CSC 7.00pm SBC1
24-Sep-08 Teck Ghee CSC vs Prestige Associate 7.00pm SBC1
27-Sep-08 Teck Ghee CSC vs Tanjong Pagar CSC 7.00pm SBC1
28-Sep-08 Teck Ghee CSC vs Tampines West CSC 7.00pm SBC1
For those who duno where is SBC1, 601, Aljunied crescent, #01-04, Singapore Basketball Centre
As for intercon match, its at
28-Sep-08 Teck Ghee CSC vs Tanjong Pagar/Canberra CSC 7.30pm Woodlands
Those who notice that i had 2 matches on 28 sep, yeah correct, got one match clashes. So still deciding which competition to go for. Lolx. Gosh.. Will update again.!
10:13 AM
Monday, September 8, 2008
Table tennis
Aww, just reach home. Its 4+ am now and i'm still very active. Was playing table tennis with jia yan & monkey at jy hse downstair just now. Only the three of us so a bit boring. Haix, was actually waiting for ding dong to call me. But she left me alone and went to dreamland. (T_T) Maybe because i made her angry ba. Lolx. Had been 4-5 years since i last touch my table tennis bat, blink blink eyes so fast and i'm already a man(man are for those who finish NS) liao. People keep calling me lao ah pei and say i'm old. GRRR.. I'm only 22 okay ! Tmr having training, hope it doesn't rain.
1:38 PM